So, the high blood pressure study I was going to be in wouldn't take me because my blood pressure is too high. That's not a good sign.
I have a doctor's appointment at 4:00pm to get a checkup and get on some sort of blood pressure medication. It has always run a little high but with the added stress I have these days its way worse. It's like heart attack bad. And this morning was probably that much worse because right now things have gotten pretty low financially. I will be putting this doctor's visit on our Care Credit card since we have about $30 to our name. I have a few clients that owe me money, but it won't be a huge amount. Not enough to save any. It just seems like the harder I push to increase my income, the lower it gets. I'm supposed to be saving money to pay for the baby but our savings is getting smaller (or non existent). It's pretty frustrating.
This must be the provider instinct making this harder. We had our ups and downs before and we made it through but this time it feels worse. It feels like I can't provide for my family.
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Well, don't go hsvin s heart attack-that would counterproductive to the whole being there for the family thing.
ReplyDeleteI know it doesn't seem like it, but you still have a looong time till lil one is here to plan and save. Gainen has those same feelings, I think it just comes with the job. You and Krystal will be great parents! If you guys need anyting just let us know-we have been in your shoes.
Heather and Gainen